New Hair Cut :D

when broken heart , girls need a hair-cut. that's what my rommie said XD well i do need a new hair cut. but no,it's not because of the breaking up thingy (alrite i'm digging it again D:)
so i was just,wanna make it shorter. coz they gone wild lol. i hate the frizzy hair D:

anyhow,yesterday was Max's bday and sadly i was not in a very good condition D: i was-sickly sick XD well but i still hope that i made his day :> eventhough as usual , he's kinda mad , coz i was ridiculously can not take care of myself D: sorry dear :/ ♥♥

well it's 6.15 am now. i'll take bath then go to college D: then i'll be back 4 or 5 hours later. zomg. tiring class :(

see yaaaaaaaaa

xoxo ♥

i can't hold it anymore.

i know you love me and i know you miss me. don't ask how would i know about it,just,i know. i know that you keep on trying to forget me. and i know you've been waiting for me. i know you'll always be there for me,but i'm sorry, i guess i don't need you anymore. i'm trying to get close to you again,just,trying to make everything start from zero. i want us,get close again,start it all over again. i want to know you better than before,i really wish i could. i tried to forget the past,forget the stupid mistake you've done. forget our fighting convo,and everything that might hurt me. but everytime when i try to seek you,you're always with your pride. i'm always wondering why.

i'm fed up,boy. i really am. you should know that i always try to get you back. to get us back together again. but why you make it so hard for us? you with your pride. with your stupidity. with your own idea of i am hating you,in fact i am not. but go on,if you keep on thinking like that. then i'll grant your wish. i'll start to hate you. i wont seek you anymore now. just be happy in your own life. coz i'm sure i will be.

i know moving on isn't easy,boy. but look,we have to. rite? you may love me,though. it's fine. but no matter what happened,i'm tired. i told you,i'm freaking tired with these. go fuck your pride.
i'll be gone from your life. for good.

i have to.

yeah. i was too hurt. i can't even remember why. i just know that i'm facing myself in the mirror,then i cried. a lot of tears. what was i do? where did i go wrong? that keep on running on my mind. where did i make mistake at? i keep on waiting and waiting. i keep on keep his secret deep down on my heart. i stay in love with him sincerely. until that day when he decided to stop contacting me. to say that everything's over. and it happened on 4AM. how could i possibly live? i feel so numb and i'm shivering. that's what he want? i dun know. how would he do that to me? i thought he loved me for real?

the thing that i've learned is that life is going on. it keeps on walking. and the time is keep on ticking. why should i get numb and stuck anyway? i have to face my future. am i rite? :) there's always something good waiting for me. there's always something better that ready for me. and as i walking on the right path,i meet him. the one that i'm in love. the one that always makes me happy. and i don't know why i just so sure that he won't do the same thing like the last one. i know he's better.

so for you,the boy that i used to love,i'm so sorry. i'm moving on.

Stevie Hoang - There's No Coming Back

There's no coming back (back)
Nooooo oh oh [x4]

My love, My trust
I gave you everything
My heart, My soul
And every part of me
But you left
And chose to be with him
Now you wanna
Come back in my life

(Tell me why should I)
Believe a word you said
(All the tears you cry)
I've fallen, much too late
(There's no reason why)
I go through that again
So go turn araound
Turn around cuz

There's no coming back (back) [x6]
Your no longer mine
There's no coming back
This time
Nooo oh oh [x3]
There's no coming back
This time

My dream, My fears
My insanity
My pride, My tears
You took it all from me
Girl you can say
All your apologies
Cuz your not
Coming back this time

(Tell me why should I)
Believe a word you said
(All the tears you cry)
I've fallen, much too late
(There's no reason why)
I go through that again
So go turn araound
Turn around

There's no coming back (back) [x6]
Your no longer mine
There's no coming back
This time

Thought the grass
Would be greener
Then what you'll
Ever have baby
Now you think that
You can just come back
Girl you must be
Thinking I'm crazy
Tell your friends that
They can stop calling
Cuz I had
Enough of it baby
If you think that
You can just come back
Girl you must be
Thinking I'm crazy

There's no coming back (back) [x6]
Your no longer mine
There's no coming back
This time
Nooo oh oh [x3]
There's no coming back
This time